[Caution: dont read if you dont like petty girls venting about their life when its really not that bad...]
I believe success comes from how hard you push, how much you want it, and putting all you can in to it. In the long run I know i want to look back at my life and think, Wow, you did good. I want to prove to MYSELF that i didnt waste my life, that i can make something of myself. Im always striving for perfection and yeah, ok not the greatest way to have a stress-free life but its a great motivater! :)
People have different goals, thank goodness. Imagine every single person in the world trying to fight for the same thing, that'd suck. Luckily some people play soccer, some people ride horses, some people snowboard, some people dance, the list just goes on and on. But who decides what we do and what we dont?!
Personally I know i want to be the best at what I do, thats just who i am. But what am i suppose to do when i dont know what i want to do? I mean, yes i rodeo thats my life and it has been for a very long time, coming on eight years now, and yes that is a long time for a 16 year old girl thanks! :P I put thousands and thousands of hours on horseback. Had dreams of making it to NFR and winning the worlds, rodeoing on a college team, all of the sorts, but is that what i want?! I dont know if its just the lack of sleep ive been having or not but i dont know anymore.. Call me crazy but i might want something different then that. I feel like im having a mid life crisis! Sure, go ahead and laugh it off when in reality I might possibly be going nuts. There is soo much other things to do with life, and i dont want to miss out on anything!! ahh all too much to think about
Another thing is how realistic are my goals for the future? Certainly not easy to achieve but thats the fun of it. But its bad when you know your setting yourself up for disappointment, right? Note to self: do it and dont be disappointed, end of story ;)
It especially doesnt help when you have all the school counsellors chasing you screaming; whats your plan for the f-u-t-u-r-e.. Well NEWSFLASH! i know people in their forties that dont know what they want to be when they grow up! How am i suppose to know?! Goodness, sometimes i just wanna yell!
I guess i got a lot of thinking to do..
{on a happier note}
This is mackenzie green! Only goal I have in life at this point; marry this beauty! :P xoxo <3
yummy!
Name: Vickie Jeffery
Age: 16
Plans for the future: I'll let you know....
